April 4, 2009

Lost

Been thru a lot of shit for the past 2 months... N its not getting any better...
All those shit that happens,give an impact to,more to the negative side of me...
Im not being me,not being who am i supposed to be...
It supposed to make me stronger,not weaker...
Its ok to be physically weak,but when it comes to mentally weak,Im quite suck at it...
I cnt control it,from there,all those stupid thngs,or words will come out from me..
I dont like doing all those thngs,but I get easily annoyed lately...
Why?? Why do I need to be like that??
Mayb I will hurt someone's feeling.. Do u ever think of dat Ashraf?? No,I dont think u do...
How stupid can u be to affect others cz of ur own problem,JERK!!!
Dont let all those problem affect u,u need to be strong.. Eventho u r not,but at least try...
Life is very very subjective,neither u nor anybody will noe the perfect answer for that particular messed that u've created...
Plan ur life well,have goals in ur life,motivate urself to achieve sumthin...
Dont try to create a character that doesnt suits u,jz be urself...

-To Be Continue-