Idle

Hey guys,sorry cz its been a long time since my last update.. But just wana let u guys noe that Im not gona post something cz I have to but I will post something cz I want to,I will post something that really meaningful,something that I can share with u guys.. Im not the type that gona update the blog once a day.. Im sorry if I disappoint u guys.. But I will try my best to give my best in order to satisfy all the of u..

My Fantasy

Katrina Kaif

Alessandra Ambrosio

Deepika Padukone

Hanna Hilton

Blake Lively

Everyone have their own fantasy,these girls are my fantasy.. Hahaha.. But,in the end,we have to get back to the reality.. Cz fantasy is all about dreaming,imagination.. Is okay to fantasize things,but dont carried away by it..

This is my reality! I love her so much!! Cz when Im with her,i feel things,real things.. Its more beautiful than just living with your fantasy.. More real... LOVE...

Selamat Hari Raya

I would like to wish all of you Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri,Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.. Im sorry for all my wrong doings.. For things I did wrong, for the words which might hurt, for jokes you can't take, for advice that you can't accept, for my bad behaviour that might annoyed you, 1001 apologies from me.. Let us ask for forgiveness and in return learn to forgive..

Happy 21st Birthday Baby

I would like to wish Nur Arina Bt Mohd Mokhtar,HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY! Hope u had a wonderful time celebrating your birthday with me n your friends!! Wishing you all the best for all the years to come n I Love You So Much!!

Thank you people for making her birthday so wonderful,without you guys,I dont think it can happened! Love You Guys!!

p/s: The full story will be updated later! Hehehe..

My Story

Hello... Its been a long time since the last time I updated my blog n blogging abt myself... Hahaha... The last post that I posted that can be related to my life was on May 3rd 2009... Lots of things happens within this 3 months,mixture of good things and of course 'not so good' things as well.. Its impossible for me the recall back all the events that happened within that period of time,so I guess I'll just try my best to list down the events that I can recall..

The Events That I Manage To Recall:-

- Bubble is already 1 year old!! (27th July 2009)

- 27th August 2009, genap 1 year Bubble came into Our life especially for Me n Arina.. Love That Small Soldier So Much!

- Celebrated Danial's Birthday at somewhere around Bangi. Happy 20th Birthday Danny Boy!

- Bob's 22nd birthday and also Nik Saufi's 21st birthday! Happy Birthday Guys...

- Made a surprise Birthday Celebration for Farid Kodel 21st Birthday, we hang out at Andalus Damai,shisha all night n the Arabian food was awesome but yet fattening!!

- On the 30th August, Me n Arina celebrated our 33rd months anniversary!! Wohooo.. And yet still going strong!! Love You!!

- Got the chance to play for the MMU Football team,eventho I played like shit n got injured during the match,it was a great experienced!!! (Thanx to Aie F&F)

- Got the chance to play for Fire and Flames team,eventho free transfer,hahhaa,it was a good experienced playing among experience player like Nadeem,Zul,Boy,Nadoom,Azim,Mid... I've learned a lot of things from those people,thank u for guiding me and Im looking forward to play for the team again in next semester!! Thanx to Bob for giving me the chance to play in every game,without it,I wont gained those experience! Thanx Bob! Not to forger,Arina,always there to support and encourage me in every game I played,really appreciate it Baby, and last but not least my friends that support me!! Thanx Guys..

- Me and Amir bought a new football boots!! Hahahha.

- Amalina Nazihah and Farid Kodel is IN A RELATIONSHIP!!! Hahaha.. Congrats U Guys..

Beautiful Lyric

Sayu terpisah,

Hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah,

Berhembus angin rindu,

Begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu,

Hujan lebat mencurah kini,

Bagaikan tiada henti,

Kaulah laguku kau irama terindah,

Tak lagi kudengari...

Kau pergi.. Pergi..

Sepi tanpa kata

Terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa

Apa pun kata mereka

Biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia...

Tribute To Yasmin Ahmad..

Thank You For Your Great Movies!

Al - Fatihah

Responsibility

Its a burden that we all will carry until our last breath.. Its not that simple as we can spell the word 'Responsibility'.. Responsibility's like a string we can only see the middle of. Both ends are out of sight... That shows how subjective this duty can be... In order to be a great person, a great slave to our God, a great children, a great student, a great friend, a great responsibility comes along! A new position of responsibility will usually show a man to be a far stronger creature than was supposed! It is easy to ignore responsibility when one is only an intermediate link in a chain of action... If we can carry our responsibility well, we can say to ourselves that we should be proud, cz its not that easy...

We Are Not Alone

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

Inspiration

Life is a wonderful journey,a journey that is full with joy,smile,tears,ups and down,happiness,sadness n other feelings that we cnt describe...
Life will not called life when we dont go thru hard times,it is like a must happen situation in our life..
To differentiate a good or bad person is on how we deal with all the shitty things that happened in our life..
Someone may have stolen your dream when it was young and fresh and you were innocent,anger is natural,grief is appropriate,healing is mandatory,restoration is possible,strength lies in differences, not in similarities....
Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life as by the obstacles which he has overcome...

14 Grand Slam Singles Title,14 Facts About The Greatest Player Ever... Swiss Maestro,Roger Federer.

1 - Roland Garros title (2009) and Rafael Nadal (only player he's lost to in a Grand Slam final)

2 - Ranking at time of Roland Garros title (also '08 US Open and '04 Australian Open)

3 - Australian Open titles won (2004, '06-07)

4 - Times reached final (minimum) in each of the Grand Slam tournaments (only man to accomplish that feat)

5 - Wimbledon (2003-2007) and US Open (2004-2008) titles won and number of times he's lost to Nadal in Slam finals

6 - Sets lost during his title run at Roland Garros, the most of his Grand Slam titles, and how many different players to complete a career Grand Slam

7 - Consecutive years of winning at least one Grand Slam title

8 - Hard court titles between US Open (5) and Australian Open (3); Losses in his streak of 20 consecutive semi-final or better Grand Slam appearances

9 - Countries of opponents he's beaten in Grand Slam finals (Australia, Chile, Cyprus, Great Britain, Russia, Serbia, Spain, Sweden, and U.S.)

10 - Record consecutive Grand Slam finals reached between 2005 Wimbledon and 2007 US Open

11 - Appearances at Roland Garros before winning first title (same as Andre Agassi) and number of different opponents he's beaten in Grand Slam finals

12 -Titles won in his streak of 20 consecutive semi-final or better Grand Slam appearances

13 - Last year's US Open where Federer won his previous Grand Slam title; 2000 Wimbledon where Sampras won his

14- Ties Pete Sampras for the most Grand Slam singles titles in the history of men's tennis

Best Version of Chan Mali Chan

Im so proud of Her... What About U??

One Down, Four To Go!!

Yeah!! God hear my prayer!! I just bought Nike Men's Summer Open Polo dat i want!! Yahooo!! But I bought Light Blue not White like i wanted.. But its ok!! Da colour doesn't matter!! Im so fucking happy!! N Im becoming a tennis freak now!!!

OMG!!

These are things dat make me CRAZY!! I want all of these things!! Plz!!

Lacoste Repel Men's Shoes White/Navy

Nike Men's Summer Classic Jacket

Nike Men's Summer Classic Open Polo

Coolest Dampener!!

Nike Air Legend II - Black/Volt FG @ SG

Updates... Part 1

Hello!! Dah agak lame la x update blog nie.. Huhuhu.. Im so sorry.. Org xde laptop sendiri cm nie la nasib die.. Hehhehe.. First of all,Im so proud with Sepang-Nyol cz we managed to go thru until quarter final stage in the MMU Champions League dis semester... We did it boys!! And I would like say dat Amir played a vital role in dis Sepang-Nyol team,as a captain he did reali2 well.. Im so proud of him n he deserve to lead dis team... Hurrmmm,wat else.. Dis semester was like da worst semester ever in my academic year!! All da subject is fucking tough!! Stress!! N i need to improve my CGPA!! I have to!! Dah la final jz around da corner!! Wish me luck.. Hehehe... Dis month,me n Arina dh 2 years n 5 months!! WoW!! Gle babi lame seyh!! N i hope dat we can go all da way.. I Love U So Much Baby!!!

Lost

Been thru a lot of shit for the past 2 months... N its not getting any better...

All those shit that happens,give an impact to,more to the negative side of me...

Im not being me,not being who am i supposed to be...

It supposed to make me stronger,not weaker...

Its ok to be physically weak,but when it comes to mentally weak,Im quite suck at it...

I cnt control it,from there,all those stupid thngs,or words will come out from me..

I dont like doing all those thngs,but I get easily annoyed lately...

Why?? Why do I need to be like that??

Mayb I will hurt someone's feeling.. Do u ever think of dat Ashraf?? No,I dont think u do...

How stupid can u be to affect others cz of ur own problem,JERK!!!

Dont let all those problem affect u,u need to be strong.. Eventho u r not,but at least try...

Life is very very subjective,neither u nor anybody will noe the perfect answer for that particular messed that u've created...

Plan ur life well,have goals in ur life,motivate urself to achieve sumthin...

Dont try to create a character that doesnt suits u,jz be urself...

-To Be Continue-

Where Are You??

I miss her so badly..

Her smile,her face,her smell,everythng about her...

Sigh,i wonder what is she doing ryt now..

Mayb she is asleep ryt now,n I hope Im in her dream...

Omg,I miss her so much... But need to be patient...

Be patient Ashraf..

Tough Time..

Sorry Guys.. For not updating the blog...
Need to get back on track.. Life is quite messed up at the moment...
Too much problem to think.. Yet to find a perfect solution...
So so sorry...

New Year Resolution

Happy New Year!! Bye2 2008.. Hye 2009.. I hope u will bring happiness in my life!! You better be!! 2008 was a good year for me,but still,SHIT HAPPENED!! A lot of great memory in 2008 such as:-

• My Baby's Bday Celebration! (AWESOME NITE!!)
  
• My Birthday Celebration! Thank U Baby!!
  
• 2nd Anniversary!! Wohooo!!
  
• My First Inter-Faculty (Tennis and Soccer!) Sampai t'bakar kulit aku!!
  
• Bought My Dream Racquet (K Factor)
• Became a KARAOKE freak!! (Thanx to Arina n Mr Amir..)
• Great friends who always there for me... Thanx Guys...
  

Shud be a lot more den dat,but I cnt quite rmbr... Hehehe... So for 2009!! I hope I'l be a better person, be a good son, be a good BF, be a great friend, be a better Muslim...

I really hope dat this year will bring joy n prosperity to myself,my family,my beloved GF,my friends.. I want to prove to my parents dat I can be as successful as they are rite now!!

I wana challenge myself!! Need to improve!! Need to be hardworking!!

My 2009 Resolution:-

• Improve my CGPA
• BE A BETTER PERSON!!!
• No more Rm 10.00 as my balance in my acc!! Start SAVING!!
• Train hard to improve my tennis skills!!
• Burn all the fucking fat dat is not needed!! Say no to BUNCIT!!!
• No more procrastination..
• Be organized!!

TwenTeen

Just once in a life time we will turn 20 in our life… Im quite excited for my 20th bday… I dun expect a mind blasting party or celebration… But Im expecting a lot of presents!! Hahaha… Kiddin… Now I wana share with u guys ‘The Most Exhausting/ Memorable Birthday Celebration Ever!! Started with a simple but so romantic candle light dinner with Arina at Restaurant A1-5-3… Hahahha… Dat restaurant just serve us with a sparkling n warm water ONLY!! Hahaha… N we’d been served by 4 laaaazzzzyyyy buuummm waiter n waitress… Hahahah…. For starter, we ate mushroom soup with garlic bread.. It was nice eventho it was simple… Den,for our main course, we had a delicious steak.. A homemade steak!! Nice presentation for the steak,and the vegetable looks nice n tasty… Yummyyy.. The first bite was superb cz dat was my first meal for the day after been locked in my room for one whole day… Arina jahat!! Hehehe… The steak was well cooked by the chef ( I dun noe wat Aleen,Jason,Aishah n Naquib recipe for the steak,but it was nice…) but I didn’t managed to finish up my meal,same goes to Arina… Da pencuci mulut was the best pencuci mulut from the Restaurant!! Hahaha… Vanilla Ice Cream with Longan!! It was Da Bomb ya’ll!! Hahahaha…. Afta the lovely dinner,I think it was around 11.45.. Den I n Arina sit on the couch while waiting the watch ticks sharp at 12 o’clock… Arina was asking me about the dinner all those stuff,keep saying to me dat its jz the beginning,a long way to go n bla bla bla…. N suddenly she said she gave me the permission to smoke for the next 24 hours!!! And I was like WTF!!! Damn happy weyyy!!! I was so excited until I cnt wait to go down n buy the fucking cigarettes!! But she stopped me,asked me to wait for 30 mins… Mmg x ar kan!! Once in a life time nyer chance to!! Hahahha… When the time was sharp 12 o’clock,she gave me a hug n wish happy birthday to me.. N same goes to Jason,Aishah,Naquib n Aleen… Approximately,15 mins afta dat,my frens,Amir,Bob,Arez,Bong,Moe,Athiir came with a gift!!! Amir gave me a fucking ROKOK n Athiir gave me a FUCKING CIGAR!! Dammnnn shiiittt!!! And Arina was holding my birthday cake.. A homemade bday cake with manchester united logo on it… The bday cake is from Arina but she kept at the kitchen n again Im not suppose to enter the kitchen for one whole day… Dera org jea keje… Den afta the laughing, playing cards n smoking session, Arina asked me to go to sleep cz its gona be a long day for me… I woke up at 6 o’clock!! Its nt the time dat Im supposed to wake up ok!!! Hahahaha.. Tp,birthday nye pasal!! I wondered where Arina wanted to bring me dat day… Cz she asked me to wake up early,same goes to Naquib,Jason,Aishah n Aleen… Den I found out something dat makes me curious… I went back,Hareez its getting ready to go out early in the morning and he was holding a towel!! N Kodel is in Cyber… If Im not mistaken Kodel is suppose to be in JB… N Moe n Bong came to my hse as early as 6.45 am!!! Wat on earth is happening to my frens!!!
Den gua layan jea la,act like nothing happen la kan... Hehehe..
Den Arina pick me up around 7,10.. N we headed to the roundabout at Cyberia...
And there were 2 cars waiting for us!! N Kodel was there!! I was like WTF!!
Hahahah,I cnt describe how surprised I am at dat time...
Den we all grak Petronas to isi minyak,and Jason refused to let me drive the car... He said,'Oh,bday boy jz duduk diam2,rest... Xyah drive'.. Urrghhh!! I wana drive!!
And then I started to annoyed people by asking where are we going... And as usual,they all refused to answer my question... And then I jz keep my mouth shut,jz wait n see where they wana bring me...
Afta like an hour of driving,we arrived at SUNGAI CONGKAK bebeh!!
I was like,WWOOOHHOOO!! Fucking cool weyh!! Hahahah... And another surprised for me,Saufi n Danial came!! Hahahah... I was like!! Arrrgghhhh!! I cnt believe this is happening to me on my birthday!! Thousands of SURPRISES!! I was damn happy!! Everyone contributed something for the picnic la... It was damn cool.. Athiir with his famous Nasi Goreng Kampung,The Girls and Naquib made egg n sardine sandwiches, D-35-A peeps brought some hotdogs n cordial drinks... N the best part was,the BARBEQUE bebeh!! Saufi brought his own marinated chicken!! Waaaaa,I felt like I wana cry at dat moment... And suddenly Amir n all the people there started singing the birthday song AGAIN!! And a cake!! My favourite cake; Indulgence!! And then,Arina gave me my birthday present,a perfume,my all time favourite!!! CK BE!! Woooohhhoooo!!! Afta dat,we started eating our breakfast!! Hungry maa dari pagi x mkn!! Athiir forced us to eat his signature dish,Nasi Goreng Kampung but we refused at first cz we wanted to wait for the chicken!! Yuummmyy... Afta dat,MANDI TIME!!! The water I tell you,so fucking cold weyy!! Rase sejuk sampai tulang kot!! It was fun,playing in the water,playing the water gun dat Dani brought... I dun noe how many times we went up and eat n go berendam balik afta dat... Mmg m'gemukkan diri abis la.. N I cnt stop smoking cz bkn slalu dpt lesen!! Hahahah....

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It was like a dream come true fo me to have a superb bithday party like this... I was truly happy to be surrounded with the people i love especially on my special day...
Im so flattered,so touched,appreciated,loved and all kinds of feelings dat I cnt in a sentence...
I would like to take dis oppurtunity to say thank u so much to all my frens who has put a lot and I mean A LOT of efforts to make my birthday celebration a BLAST!!
And to my Baby,thank u so much...
For planning this wonderful birthday celebration,all the hardwork,the idea,the surprises,ITS WORTH IT!!
Im not the only person who enjoyed the celebration,EVERYONE did!!
U did a very great job!!
Thank U So Much People!!!

Here are some of the picture during dat day... Will try to upload more photos...

The Arrival

The Happy Faces

Looking for the perfect spot!!

Happy Birthday Acap!

Thank U for the present Baby!!

My Most Complicated Frens!! (The Consultants)

B.R.O.T.H.E.R.S

Barbeque Team!!!

Well Done Saufi!! Yummylicious Chicken!!

My Unpredictable Fren...

OMG!!!

Enjoying the Moments!!

The Planner!! Great Job Baby!!!

This was the result afta like an hour 'berendam' in the SUPER COLD WATER!!!

HUNGRY!!

Testing My Capabilities!!

One of the activities!!
Kena kan Org!!!

On the way back...Speechless..Was so happy!!!